To The World:
I have seen so many things recently in this Life that just literally make me sick to my stomach! All we do is Fight over who is right and who is wrong instead of trying to help out our fellow Humans! We all have tragedies in our lives and to think that any of my tragedies are worse than anyone else – is arrogance!
I think about the World too much! It’s tough to smile when I can see all of the hurt that people cause each other. I can’t be deceitful. If I’m not happy with what this world is, it is difficult for me to portray happiness. I would rather people see how I really feel and understand how this world affects others as well as myself.
I love my family sooo much! It’s is the ONLY thing that holds me together sometimes. This is why I am very reclusive. It is very tough for me to NOT see the world and the problems that are caused by people that do not allow for understanding and compassion. I have to remove myself from social settings many, many times, because many people only think of themselves. They don’t necessarily do it intentionally, however, it happens very often and it is difficult for me to allow others to hurt me by acting in a “normal” fashion. I hurt just seeing someone else hurt another!
Everyone is different. I can’t help the fact that I see the negativity in the world. It hurts me to see this and I have difficulty portraying that I am happy. I know that I have good things in my Life, but so many do not. And, many people choose to do things that make them “Happy” instead of choosing to see the tragedies and make changes. This society is such that we want to make ourselves “Happy” to stop thinking about the reality of the situation. When this happens, we forget about the people who are still hurting – all-the-while – we are “Happy”.
This is why I choose not to post about sex, the pursuit of money, hatred of others….. etc… I have become frustrated with all of these posts that promote hatred and self-satisfaction, instead of the true humbleness of loving others and not judging one another.
Hopefully, the world can change.
Sincerely,
Doug Alan
Doug Alan 